Crying sucks. I breathe hard, my eyes sting. And it's the worst feeling in the world. The worst part is that I can't control it. My feelings- for some reason I can't control them. And my crying happens at the worst times and for stupid reasons. Today I started crying because I don't want to grow up. I don't want to grow up- there I said it. I don't want to-if I have a bad dream-not be able to talk to my mom unless I was like 4 or more hours ahead of my parents. And all I want to do is apologize and apologize for my outbursts. And I don't know how to make them stop. And I hate that.
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